


9 months ago
A striking photograph showcases a light-skinned woman with long, flowing platinum blonde hair, surrounded by a bed of vibrant, teal blue hydrangeas and interspersed with pale pink roses. The woman is centered in the frame, her arms reaching out gently, fingers spread, and her body partially covered with the lush hydrangeas and roses that form a dramatic contrast with her skin. The flowers create a dreamy, surreal backdrop that fills the entire frame. The lighting is even and bright, highlighting the textures and colors of the woman and the petals with soft, diffused illumination. This creates a highly saturated visual effect, enhancing the intensity of the blues and pinks. The composition is balanced and symmetrical, drawing the viewer's gaze directly to the subject while emphasizing the immersive nature of the setting. The overall mood is serene, ethereal, and artistic, with balanced exposure and a neutral white balance that keeps the focus on the harmony between the human figure and the floral surroundings. The image evokes a tranquil and slightly magical atmosphere, with the subject’s gaze turned thoughtfully towards the distance, creating a compelling visual experience.

9 months ago
An ultra-realistic, full-body portrait of a mesmerizing graffiti artist woman, her pose both dynamic and expressive, radiating a raw creative energy with a vibrant and urban palette. She stands confidently, her form exuding creativity and a rebellious spirit. She wears a modern, layered outfit crafted from paint-splattered denim, colorful textiles, and flexible, protective gear, in a mix of bright pinks, electric blues, and bold yellows, with subtle black and silver accents, creating a bold and urban contrast. The outfit features intricate graffiti-inspired patterns, functional pockets for tools, and flexible fabrics designed for both movement and creativity. Her photorealistic face exudes passion and intensity, with sharp features and piercing, bright green eyes that glow with inner artistic fire. Her long, rainbow-colored hair is styled in a messy, voluminous updo with loose strands and paint splattered tips, adorned with colorful beads and safety pins. Ethereal, paint-like tattoos in swirling patterns of every color imaginable swirl along her arms and face, adding an artistic and urban charm. She holds several spray cans, their surfaces covered in vibrant paints, and a sketchbook overflowing with colorful ideas, both emitting a sense of chaotic energy. The background is a vivid combination of a sprawling, graffiti-covered cityscape and swirling, abstract energy currents in hues of pink, blue, yellow, green, and black, emphasizing her dynamic creative presence. Dramatic lighting creates harsh shadows and bold highlights, accentuating the strong lines of her pose. The image combines advanced digital art techniques, including Cycles rendering, Blender sculpting, and Substance Painter detailing, with mixed-media digital painting. Every element is brought to life in 8K resolution, showcasing her as a powerful yet elegant graffiti artist, blending the aesthetics of urban art, rebellious spirit, and realistic character design in one exceptional full-body scene.

3 months ago
In a bright, cozy kitchen bathed in the warmth of natural light, a woman stands confidently yet relaxedly, her posture exuding a sense of poise and confidence as she sits on the edge of a round kitchen table with one foot resting on a chair - her shoulders and back are straight, giving off an air of effortless charm and relaxed sensuality. Dressed in a simple yet stylish ensemble that consists of a tight white tank top showing a bit of her midriff paired with black underwear, she seems to exude a casual yet chic vibe that's both inviting and alluring - as she sits there, her shoulder-length hair styled in loose waves cascades down her shoulders like a waterfall of silk itself. Sapphire eyes seem to gleam with a playful intensity as they stare directly at you, inviting you to come closer and be a part of this moment - every detail appears to whisper a sense of quiet intimacy and connection: one where anything is possible, and nothing can ever be quite the same again. In the background, a coffee maker sits on a counter half-filled with coffee, while a cup beside it steams invitingly in the soft light that filters through the window - as natural light streams in, various green plants bask in its warmth on the windowsill, adding to the timeless and homey aesthetic of this classic kitchen.

4 months ago
Full body close-up of a 25 years old woman, bare skin, natural body, all skin visible, running on the beach on a very hot day, sweat visible on the skin, expression of physical exertion, background with sea and bright sky, ultra realistic 4K style, defined details on legs, abdomen, face and hair, intense natural lighting, full body natural skin, ultra realistic, real

2 months ago
{ "subject": { "gender": "female", "pose": "extreme close-up of face, lips parted biting cigarette", "expression": "intense, sultry with a subtle snarl", "accessories": [ "oversized red translucent sunglasses", "gold hoop earrings", "cigarette between teeth" ], "makeup": { "lips": "glossy red lipstick", "eyes": "partially visible with eyeliner under tinted glasses", "skin": "natural with freckles and slight sheen" }, "hair": { "style": "curly strands partially falling on forehead", "color": "brown" } }, "camera": { "brand": "Canon", "model": "EOS R5", "lens": "100mm f/2.8 macro", "sensor": "Full Frame", "settings": { "shutter_speed": "1/200", "f_stop": "f/8", "iso": "100" } }, "lighting": { "type": "studio flash", "setup": "beauty dish centered above lens", "mood": "bright, high contrast", "background": "plain white" }, "style": { "aesthetic": ["Y2K editorial", "bold glam", "pop surrealism"], "color_grading": "strong reds with high saturation and contrast", "vibe": "retro rebellious fashion" }, "post_processing": { "retouching": "skin texture preserved, highlights emphasized on lips and glasses", "effects": "slight vignette, clarity enhanced" }, "output_format": "portrait" }

9 months ago
Design a card featuring an ice sculpture of a Cyberpunk Hacker, her transparent figure glowing intensely under neon green and blue lights. The details of her data gloves and tech interfaces are precisely carved, with light refracting beautifully through the icy circuits. "Digital Intelligence" shines sharply in a bright blue neon at the bottom.

9 months ago
Samantha “Sam” Taggart stands confidently, her posture exuding a sense of professionalism and determination. Her facial features reflect both the vulnerability and resolve that defined her character on ER. She has sharp, expressive eyes—perhaps a soft shade of brown, focused and empathetic, with a hint of exhaustion from the challenges she’s faced, but also filled with an undeniable strength. Her face is framed by shoulder-length brown hair, slightly wavy, with some strands tucked behind her ears, revealing a few silver strands that suggest the weight of time and experience. Her hair, while neatly styled, gives off a sense of practicality, not overly done but well-maintained for her demanding work environment. Her complexion is fair with a natural warmth, though slightly tired from the long hours typical of an emergency room nurse. There’s a subtle weariness to her features, yet her eyes carry the warmth of someone deeply invested in the well-being of those around her. A faint scar, perhaps from an earlier trauma or a reminder of her time in the ER, traces her neck or jawline—something that tells the story of a life lived through intense moments of crisis. Sam’s attire is a nurse’s scrubs, but not just any ordinary set. Her scrubs are a deep navy blue, fitted and functional, with a few wrinkles that suggest she’s been on her feet all day. The top is short-sleeved, with a name tag that reads "Samantha Taggart" pinned to her chest. There are a few pens and a stethoscope tucked into the pocket of her top, ready for use at a moment’s notice. Her scrubs are paired with comfortable, scuffed sneakers—practical for long shifts in the chaotic environment of the emergency room. Around her neck, there’s a stethoscope, and in her hands, she holds a medical chart or folder, her fingers gripping it tightly as she scans through patient information with focused concentration. Her demeanor is calm but intense, ready to spring into action at the first sign of trouble. Her body language is poised, with a slight forward lean as if she’s always anticipating the next challenge, but she carries herself with a quiet confidence that comes from years of experience. The background is the bustling and chaotic environment of the emergency room. Bright overhead lights cast a sterile glow over the scene, while the noise of medical staff moving quickly and patients being attended to adds to the high-stress atmosphere. The walls are lined with medical equipment, and the faint sounds of beeping monitors and hushed voices fill the air. Despite the chaos, Sam remains centered, a calm and composed figure in the midst of a storm. Her expression shows a mix of exhaustion and compassion—a nurse who’s seen it all but still fights for the patients in her care. There’s a subtle hint of vulnerability behind her eyes, perhaps a moment of reflection on the personal sacrifices she’s made for her career, but it’s quickly masked by her professionalism and dedication to her work.

4 months ago
dynamic, full shot of the Joker character, from the movie "Joker", a Caucasian man, likely in his late 20s or early 30s, with exaggeratedly styled makeup and a vibrant red costume. He's wearing a red, bold, three-piece suit with a yellow vest, a bold style choice that's a key characteristic of the character. The suit has a sharp cut, and appears to be made of a smooth, slightly glossy fabric. Dark reddish-brown leather dress shoes. His arms are outstretched with one fist raised, conveying a sense of triumph or defiance. His posture is dynamic and expressive, showcasing the character's intense persona. The expression is one of powerful triumph, or perhaps manic joy. He's standing in a narrow urban alleyway, a low-angle, wide shot, with high brick buildings lining the sides of the alley, in a gritty urban New York style setting. The background structures show age and wear, with visible brick and metal detailing. The alleyway floor is made up of large, dark, gray-brown paving stones. The lighting is dramatic, with bright, natural light casting shadows in a low-contrast manner, that highlights the intensity of the subject. The overall atmosphere is intensely dramatic and theatrical, with a sense of heightened reality, consistent with the film's style. Detailed makeup, intense expression, and stylish attire are captured with precision and flair, cinematic movie poster style

1 month ago
smoke emits from the cigarette, Capture an intense, sultry extreme close-up portrait of a female subject, focusing sharply on her face. Her lips are parted, biting a cigarette between her teeth with a subtle snarl. Subject Details: Expression: Intense, sultry, subtle snarl. Accessories: Oversized red translucent sunglasses, gold hoop earrings, cigarette between teeth. Makeup: Glossy red lipstick; eyeliner visible under the tinted glasses; natural skin with visible freckles and a slight sheen. Hair: Brown, curly strands partially falling onto the forehead. Technical Setup (Canon EOS R5): Lens: 100mm f/2.8 Macro (exploiting its close-focus capability). Settings: full Frame sensor, Shutter Speed 1/200, f/8, ISO 100. Lighting & Scene: Lighting: Studio flash with a centered beauty dish above the lens. Mood: Bright, high contrast. Background: Plain, crisp white. Style & Aesthetic: Vibe: Retro rebellious fashion. Key Styles: Y2K editorial, Bold Glam, Pop Surrealism. Color Grading: Strong, saturated reds with high overall contrast. Post-Processing: Preserve natural skin texture. Emphasize highlights on lips and glasses. Apply slight vignette and enhanced clarity. Output: Portrait orientation.

9 months ago
Design a card featuring an ice sculpture of a Steampunk Engineer, her transparent figure glowing intensely under neon orange and silver lights. The details of her goggles and intricate gears are precisely carved, with light refracting beautifully through the icy interfaces. "Ingenious Innovation" shines brightly in a polished silver neon at the bottom.

4 months ago
A woman in warrior attire holds a sword in a blurry background. In the foreground, a woman with dark hair and blue eyes, presumed to be Xena, is depicted in a warrior costume. She wears a dark leather corset adorned with metallic gold embellishments covering her chest and shoulders. A brown leather skirt with circular leather pieces hanging loosely from it also features some metallic accents. Armbands with gold scrollwork are visible on her upper and forearms. She is holding a sword horizontally in her right hand, positioned close to the lower-left corner of the frame, with the blade pointing diagonally upwards. The woman's mouth is slightly open, and she appears to be looking intensely off-camera to the right with a determined expression, suggesting action or alertness. Behind her, the background is blurred, showing hints of other figures. One person is partially visible on the left, wearing a dark red or maroon robe or cape and some form of headwear that appears metallic or helmet-like. Their legs are visible in dark trousers and boots. This blurry background creates a sense of depth and implies a scene with other people, possibly in a historical or fantasy setting. The ground appears to be dusty or sandy. The lighting illuminates the woman's face and hair, with highlights suggesting a bright light source, possibly sunlight. The overall atmosphere feels dramatic and action-oriented, consistent with a warrior theme. The mood is serious and focused, conveying a sense of readiness or engagement in a confrontation.

9 months ago
A hyperrealistic, cinematic shot of a lone superhero seen from behind, centered in the middle of the frame. He floats weightlessly in the void of deep space, his arms outstretched and hands clawed toward the monstrous star before him. The star, an impossibly massive supergiant, fills the entire frame, its chaotic, molten surface pulsing violently with fiery eruptions and swirling solar storms. Colossal arcs of plasma flare outward, writhing like serpents, before funneling toward the superhero in massive, glowing energy streams. The power visibly tears away from the star’s surface—searing veins of molten gold, crimson, and electric white light twist and spiral like tornadoes, converging into the hero’s body. The superhero’s silhouette crackles with energy, his form vibrating as the raw cosmic power courses into him. Pulsating veins of light spread across his armor or suit, glowing with searing intensity. His body shudders under the strain, yet he stands strong, his back arched as if absorbing the sheer force of a sun. Around him, shockwaves ripple outward in concentric rings, distorting space and time itself. The energy entering him fractures into smaller, lightning-like tendrils that whip and snap in every direction, illuminating the surrounding void with brilliant flashes of gold and white. The surrounding space is alive with motion—molten debris and fragments of energy swirl violently around the hero, caught in the gravitational pull of his power. The star’s light bends and refracts unnaturally, as if reality itself is warping. Lens flares and blinding beams of light streak outward, framing the hero like a godlike figure, silhouetted against the inferno. His cape or energy aura billows violently behind him, rippling from the force, glowing like a second sun. His head is tilted upward toward the star, as though in triumph, and his entire presence radiates absolute dominance over the cosmic forces at play. The composition is electric and dynamic, with spiraling energy streams, exploding solar flares, and the violent movement of molten plasma drawing the eye toward the hero. The color palette is explosive—fiery reds, glowing golds, and white-hot highlights contrast sharply against the inky blackness of deep space, while the bright energy arcs cast dramatic shadows across his form. Every element conveys motion, power, and the overwhelming scale of a godlike figure stealing energy from the heart of a dying star.

2 months ago
Two grilled cheese squares, overlapping, close-up, high-key lighting, golden-brown grill marks, drizzled with herb oil, fresh sprigs of rosemary on top. Thick, crispy grill texture. White cheese, slightly browned edges, intensely flavorful and appetizing. Fine, even grill lines across the cheese squares. Bright, white plate, isolated background.

9 months ago
instant photo, OBtaozhuang, Cyberpunk low angle photo of a 24-year-old Lebanese-Kyrgyz female elegant hostess with a warm and inviting expression. She has Sheer skin with a delicate, translucent appearance, revealing hints of what lies beneath. The skin pores and texture are clearly visible and in focus. Her Ellipse with sharp ends, Intense, deep sapphire eyes, framed by long, elegant eyelashes. Her haircut is Neural Lace Integration Scalp Design, haircolor is Plasma Arc Blue. Her eyebrows are neatly shaped, complementing her delicate facial features. Her body is Smooth, tight skin over the arms and shoulders with visible muscle tone, small breast, toned abs, Female Bodybuilding style. She is clothed with Strapless bustier with a chrome finish and glowing circuitry overlaid on the chest, midriff, Holographic low-rise leggings with shifting neon colors and integrated tech straps, mechanical parts. She is positioned on the left side of the image frame by the rule of thirds, in Standing with one hand running through hair, looking off into the distance with neon highlights illuminating the face. In the background A techno-temple where worshipers kneel before massive digital screens, surrounded by electric blue and purple lights epirezumiworld. The scene is lighted Bright white spotlight illuminating the model in a dark warehouse, creating a dramatic focus on her outfit.. The weather is Radioactive dust storms. the model is lighted with soft natural lighting in the style of Maxim Verehin

3 months ago
hyper-realistic 8K RAW full-body portrait of a stunning 19-year-old model with a perfectly toned body, glowing smooth fair skin, long sculpted legs, prominent rounded breasts, firm perky buttocks, and shimmering bright light gray eyes with dramatic eyeliner and long curled lashes. She poses seductively in nearly invisible black micro-lingerie, a sheer lace bra that barely covers her nipples and an ultra-thin thong that reveals 99% of her sculpted glutes. Her body glistens with a soft oil sheen under cinematic studio lighting, surrounded by rich velvet backdrops, golden props, and a haze of sensual vapor. She gazes straight into the camera with an intense, arousing expression full of erotic power and confidence. Captured with a Canon EOS R5 + RF 50mm f/1.2L, masterful composition, bold color tones, editorial-grade clarity, and explosive sensuality.

9 months ago
"Contemplative Artist in Dynamic Abstraction": An intriguing abstract painting presents a woman, expressing both vulnerability and a wild intensity. She is a passionate dancer, seated on the floor in a studio, with her light skin, amber hair pulled back in a loose, messy style, and vibrant dance attire. Bandages are used to protect her feet and ankles. The artwork combines modern abstraction with portrait details, using colors such as deep pinks, bright blues, and shimmering gold. Her intense, forest-green eyes, the focal point, show her depth of emotions. The dancer reflects strength and passion after an expressive session, and the layered composition and rich colors beckon the viewer to explore the hidden stories within this captivating and vibrant piece.

6 months ago
A stunning female superhero standing powerfully amidst a dramatic, fiery background with embers and sparks flying around. She has flowing, windswept medium brown hair, intense glowing eyes, and a determined expression. Her costume is a form-fitting, futuristic black suit with detailed textures and a glowing, fiery “S” emblem on her chest that radiates energy and molten light. The suit is accented with gold elements around the belt and wrists, and her red cape flows dynamically behind her in the heat of the flames. The scene is cinematic, with a high contrast between the bright, explosive fire and the dark, detailed suit. Sparks and energy crackle around her hands and arms, adding a supernatural, powerful aura. The lighting emphasizes her facial features and the glow from the emblem, creating an epic, heroic mood. The background is blurred with fiery debris and ash, focusing on her commanding presence.

4 months ago
The Joker, a Caucasian male in his 40s, with a villainous expression, wearing a purple suit jacket, a green vest, and a bright orange-yellow tie. His hair is styled in a curly, dark green-yellow hue. He has a pale complexion, exaggeratedly wide smile, and a cruel expression. The suit jacket is tailored and has a sharp, almost theatrical style. Vibrant colors, like purple, green, and yellow, dominate his clothing and make up the background. A dynamic, colorful background includes splotches of paint in shades of red, blue, and yellow. The image has a comic book style, intense, dramatic lighting, and a bold, expressive composition. Detailed, expressive facial features and clothing details are prominent, and the style is highly stylized, with a focus on dramatic color contrast, and dynamic expressions. The perspective is a medium close-up, showcasing the Joker's imposing presence. The overall mood is menacing and darkly humorous. Highly detailed comic book art style, with vibrant colors,

4 months ago
dynamic, full shot of the Joker character, from the movie "Joker", a Caucasian man, likely in his late 20s or early 30s, with exaggeratedly styled makeup and a vibrant red costume. He's wearing a red, bold, three-piece suit with a yellow vest, a bold style choice that's a key characteristic of the character. The suit has a sharp cut, and appears to be made of a smooth, slightly glossy fabric. Dark reddish-brown leather dress shoes. His arms are outstretched with one fist raised, conveying a sense of triumph or defiance. His posture is dynamic and expressive, showcasing the character's intense persona. The expression is one of powerful triumph, or perhaps manic joy. He's standing in a narrow urban alleyway, a low-angle, wide shot, with high brick buildings lining the sides of the alley, in a gritty urban New York style setting. The background structures show age and wear, with visible brick and metal detailing. The alleyway floor is made up of large, dark, gray-brown paving stones. The lighting is dramatic, with bright, natural light casting shadows in a low-contrast manner, that highlights the intensity of the subject. The overall atmosphere is intensely dramatic and theatrical, with a sense of heightened reality, consistent with the film's style. Detailed makeup, intense expression, and stylish attire are captured with precision and flair, cinematic movie poster style

9 months ago
An ultra-realistic, full-body portrait of a captivating solar priestess woman, radiating radiant power with a luminous and golden palette. She wears a long, flowing robe in a combination of deep gold and shimmering white, with subtle yellow and orange accents, creating a divine and breathtaking contrast. The robe features intricate sun patterns and light-emitting fibers, designed with a sense of solar power and celestial grace. Her photorealistic face radiates otherworldly beauty, with sharp features and piercing golden eyes that seem to reflect the sun's brilliance. Her long, golden hair is styled with intricate braids and adorned with sun symbols and crystal ornaments. Ethereal tattoos in glowing gold patterns swirl along her arms and face, adding a celestial flair. She holds a solar scepter, now radiating intense light, reflecting the soft, warm lighting around her. The background is a vast and luminous mix of bright sunny skies and swirling clouds in hues of deep gold, warm yellow, and radiant white, emphasizing her celestial and powerful essence. Soft, diffused lighting casts gentle shadows and glowing highlights, accentuating the delicate lines of her poised stance. The image combines advanced digital artistry techniques, including global illumination and volumetric rendering, with mixed-media digital painting. Every element is brought to life in UHD resolution, showcasing her as a powerful yet ethereal guardian, blending the aesthetics of solar mythology and celestial realism in one extraordinary full-body composition. A dazzling sun halo shines above her head.

9 months ago
An ultra-realistic, full-body action shot of an imposing charcoal warrior woman, exuding strength and resilience with a powerful and dramatic palette. She wears a modern, stylized combat armor in a mix of deep charcoal gray and matte black, with subtle silver and bronze details, creating a raw and formidable contrast. The armor features intricate, segmented plating and flexible joints, designed for maximum protection and dynamic movement. Her photorealistic face radiates determination and intensity, with strong, chiseled features and piercing gray eyes that glow with unwavering resolve. Her short, dark hair is styled in a close-cropped cut, with subtle silver highlights. Ethereal, battle-scar-like tattoos in glowing charcoal and bronze patterns flow along her arms and back, adding a touch of raw power. She wields a massive claymore, now swung and gleaming, reflecting the intense charcoal and gray lighting around her. The background is a vivid combination of rugged, volcanic terrain and swirling, abstract energy waves in hues of charcoal, gray, and deep crimson, emphasizing her dynamic force. Dramatic, cinematic lighting casts strong shadows and bright highlights, accentuating the forceful lines of her pose. The image combines advanced digital art techniques, including Redshift rendering and ZBrush sculpting, with mixed-media digital painting. Every element is brought to life in 8K resolution, portraying her as a fearless and powerful warrior, blending the aesthetics of adventurecore and futuristic realism in one exceptional full-body scene.

7 months ago
A realistic, three quarters body photo of an elegant, pale, ivory skin toned female. She has on light make-up in sky blue and light purple, light purple lipstick, and beautiful skin. She has long, bright white with sky blue and purple, wavy hair. She is wearing a light blue and purple crop top and pulling down her waist line at her ver short, jean shorts. She is leaning against a tree at a slight angle with her head turned towards the camera. It is a bright and sunny day near the beach with intense, clear shadows and highlights. Photo is in 8k, high resolution, and extremely detailed masterpiece.

8 months ago
A devout paladin, clad in battered and weathered armor, kneels solemnly on a scorched battlefield shrouded in darkness. His armor is scarred from countless battles, with deep scratches, dents, and streaks of dried blood showing his unwavering resilience. A large red cross, bold and unmistakable, is emblazoned on his chest, a symbol of the Knights Templar and his unshakable devotion to protecting the innocent in the name of Christ. The paladin’s cloak and cape flutter fiercely in the wind, the cape flowing dramatically to one side, its tattered edges frayed and burned, adding motion and weight to the scene. His hood partially obscures his face, which is etched with exhaustion and fear, but also unwavering determination. His eyes are shut tight, his lips moving in a desperate prayer as he grips the hilt of a long, battle-worn sword with both hands. His hands are stacked on the hilt, one placed above the other, holding it firmly against his chest. The blade, longer and imposing, rests at an angle, its edge lying across the charred ground beside him. Behind the paladin stands an ethereal, ghost-like archangel, glowing faintly with divine light, its form semi-transparent and dreamlike. The angel’s hands rest firmly on the paladin’s shoulders, a gesture of reassurance and divine protection, exuding holy energy that shields the knight from the encroaching darkness. The angel’s light radiates outward in bright, piercing rays, repelling the darkness and grotesque monsters surrounding them. Grotesque demons writhe and claw at the edge of the light, their twisted faces contorted in agony as they shield their eyes from the brilliance. Some demons collapse into ash, their forms consumed by the holy radiance, while others retreat into the swirling black mist, unable to breach the protective barrier of light. The battlefield is littered with shattered weapons, cracked bones, and glowing embers, all starkly illuminated by the divine glow emanating from the angel. The paladin’s cape flows dynamically to the side, caught in the chaotic winds, emphasizing the intensity of the moment. His armor catches the radiant light, casting dramatic highlights and deep shadows, emphasizing his weathered yet steadfast appearance. The angel’s ethereal form glows brightly behind him, its faintly visible details—such as a flowing robe and subtle wings of light—adding a divine and ghostly quality. Volumetric rays of light pierce through the smoky air, illuminating the swirling ash and the edges of the battlefield. The contrast between the paladin’s desperate prayer and the overwhelming power of the angel’s light creates a powerful image of faith overcoming despair.